He is mindful of me

 For 2025, doubt and faith 31.12.2024 From the old to the new But will anything really change When tomorrow is through?  The sun will rise,  The sun will set And the day will be over We'll soon forget..  But the One Who will never change Has tomorrow With all its share of  Joys and sorrows..  The calendar page will turn The hour glass will be upended He holds the future In all its moments..  Will there be weeping Anguish in the soul Jesus will help us bear it All our deep dark black holes..  Will I be there?  Hold myself together?  I so wish My mind fickle as the weather..  Jesus, my brother Don't ever let me go I'm drowning, save me Hold me close..  Lisa Choudhrie

 Exchange places 31.12.2024 Do you want to exchange places with me?  Just for a minute, feel the rush of anxiety..  The racing, careening, endless repetitions Of the events and the conversations..  The conflicts and the adrenaline rush of fear No, Sir, you wouldn't want to come here..  Thudding heart, knot in my chest Tidal wave of chaos, unruly, unkempt Locked away, far from reality Surrounded by wild tempestuous seas..  This is anxiety Mental paralysis Bringing me to my knees Help me dear God, please..  Worst case scenarios The what it's and now this is what will happen And I can't control anyone I give up, and bow down..  Breathe in, box breaths EMDR, CBT they all help Bible verses too Combating lies with the truth..  And through it all Jesus has it all He understands Because He became a man..  You are my strong foundation You are my Salvation You are my Deliverer My High Tower..  I am weak, He is strong He will see me through th...